Guadalupe's Journal

5:37pm: "Sometimes I want to hit you...."
This week has been extremely busy. Last night I had to pick my sister up from Warped Tour and let me just tell you traffic was a blast. I couldn't believe all of the fucking cars. Tonight is Dave Matthew's.. I give nothing but luck to the people trying to get out of there tonight. I can't wait for the weekend again. Today I worked a 11 hour shift... starting at 6 am.. rough. The worst part of it all is that I have to do it again tomorrow and on top of that I have another class added to mine leaving me with 11 children. It may not seem like a lot, but really it causes absolut insanity. I thought I was going to kill myself today.. right there... in front of them all. Damn I am glad to get out. Tonight I am just going to lay my ass in the bath tub, then on the couch and then in my bed. The more lazy the better in my eyes. Next week is going to be a hellish one too. Johanna has surgery on Tuesday and that just means that the rest of the week will be pins and needles until she comes home. I wish I had enough money to blow on a huge vacation...like.. to... well I dunno but somewhere nice and relaxing. I will have to work on that.

9:27am: That's it?
Friday was a pretty laid back night. I worked right up until 6 and then got out showered and immediately went to my dream home where I had some people over. We played some cards, drank some beer and parted ways about 3. I really enjoy having this house to myself. I probably shouldn't be using it to entertain people, but whatever. Yesterday we had my Uncle and his two fucked up kids over. "monkey" the one I told you about.. yea I think she's retarded. Like seriously. When she runs.. her one arm stays stuck to her side and she like ... i dunno.. gallops. Yea so we played family all day and then after they left my dad and I ripped on them for about an hour. Around 8 or so I decided to shower... so I did. Me, Scott, Nicole Bruno and Big Dude went and seen "The Devil's Rejects" last night.. dude man.. so fucked up. It was Rob Zombie's sequal to "A house of a thousand corpses" and it was so messed up. Like.. I thought it was going to be scary, but it wasn't so much scary as it was demented and disturbing. I mean don't get me wrong.. I would see it again, but it was definately fucked up. After that I dropped Big Dude off at his place and the he followed the three of us back to the mansion... ha ha. We hung out here for the night. Overall not a bad weekend. Today I have to run over to pet smart and get some shit for Nibble's and then prolly vacuum the pool and loaf around. Back to work tomorrow... can't wait..

9:55pm: "If we can just make it through today..."
So... today was Wednesday and on Wednesdays I have a full class. They are my busy days. Wednesdays are always the toughest to get through because I am there from 8 in the morning until 6 at night. Granted I don't have to go to work tomorrow until 11 it still drags on forever. I obviously made it out alive. Which I might add I am pretty happy about. Two more days and it's the weekend. I am ready for another one. After work today I went home.. loafed on the couch, washed my car, watered the plants at the house I am watching and believe it or not somewhere in there I showered. I am gonna tinker on the computer a little longer and then head over to Scott's house. Big Dude, Chris, Ricky and Chuck are all over there so it should be a good time. I haven't seen Ricky in about a month because he has been doing that roofing thing. My uncle and his two fucked up kids are up from California this week. I wish I could say that I was excited and that I enjoyed their stay but I can't. My uncle is a big computer nerd with no social skills and his kids are all screwed with ADD and such. All they do when they are up here is destroy things. He nicknamed his youngest "Monkey" that should tell you something. Only when he says monkey.. it comes out.."MUNGEY" It's ridiculous.. the entire time his kids are destroying things and flinging crap at eachother he just sits there... repeating "MUNGEY" in a real monotone voice.. NOT MOVING .. just sitting there. It's hard for me to believe that this is my Dad's brother. Here is a man that ordered a wife through a magazine (she's phillipino) works for the government making bombs, and has apes for children who are heavily medicated with Riddlin... and he's supposed to be related to my dad.. I don't see it... at all. Blah, I can't wait until they leave.

6:00pm: Hose them down...
Woke up this morning, went to work and now I am out. We are learning about worm's this week and I thought it would be fun for the kids if I made "mud"... aka chocolate pudding and had them smear it all over the one table. Well.. fun turned into a complete mess... My one kid, Joe.. who is always into everything grabbed the bowl of pudding while I was cleaning up another child and just plopped the entire bowl over his head. I laughed histerically at him and then realized it wasn't so funny because now I had to clean up the mess. It amazes me how fast a child can move when they are doing something wrong. Tonight Scott and I are going to dinner with his Dad... which is always a super good time seeing as how he has a ginormous stick in his butt which causes him to be extremely uptight... ALL THE TIME! Should be lots of fun.. fun fun fun.. anyways that's all she wrote...

1:14pm: Long time no communication....
So... Here it is...This time I am going to try my hardest to stay with it... I started back up for like a day... and then quit again. Anywho here it is July of 2005. I haven't seen any of you in like FOREVER so I figure, maybe Livejournal isn't such a bad idea to keep up with. At least if I do this I will have some kind of contact with some of ya. Let's see here... I am just gonna wrap it all up and put a bow on it. I am now working at Care-A-Lot childcare centre. I am head teacher in the Toddler room ( who would have guessed). And I love it. I am taking a course now .. my CDA which is a child development associate. After I finish that this spring I will be starting school for early childhood education which is pretty sweet. I really got to the point where I didn't think I was ever gonna do anything with myself except work at Tops all day and get retarded all night. Anywho I picked myself up and gave my face a good slap. Good thing. I am sure you all thought that I would never ever in a million years wind up in school.... trying to learn something.. willingly. One thing I have always said and always reminded myself of is that thing's change and so do people and that you can't control it and sometimes change really is for the better. I have seen some of you here and there in the village every now and then. I finaly got a new car... the boat wasn't gonna make it through another winter... she had a good run. Now she's for sale for 500 dollars. I went out and bought me a brand new car and it's amazing how I can leave the house now and not worry about not making it home. I no longer have to climb in and out of a window to get in my car... or jump the battery everytime I want to go somewhere... or constantly put air in the front tire because for some reason it leaks. It's nice. The Jacoby family is doing pretty well... Blake is getting.. big. Johanna is doing okay. She will be going in for another sugery on her lungs because she is no longer responding to the chemo so surgery is the only other option. At least she is gonna get it done before the new school year starts. She will be a junior this year. Really unbelievable seeing as how she is still as tall as Blake. Mom and Dad are.. Mom and Dad. Haven't changed at all. Scott and I are still dating.. happily. The happily part is important. I get along with him so well that sometimes I can't even picture myself with anyone else. It will be 2 years in February and I still haven't gotten bored so that's gotta mean something. His family actually moved out to Boston which is pretty cool cuz now I save a ton of money on gas. Anyway.. all is well and what not. I am house sitting for these people for like a month and a half and they have all kinds of goodies in their home so I will be living here for the next couple of weeks.. probably on line a lot more than usual.. Hope to definately talk to some of you a little more. The only one I can say I have really seen lately is Joanna.. and that's cuz of Total Tan.. I don't even know if she works there anymore... anyway.. that's a whole lot of rambling going on up there.. half of it probably won't make much sense.. but whatever. At least I updated I suppose...

9:57am: Fucked...
Ya know what's weird...I just noticed that the last time I posted was October 10th.... 2003... and I start back up again October 12th... 2004... strange.... meh.

9:50am: Well well well...
So I am going through the old computer and I notice that I had a ton of shit saved. I came across my password and what not for Livejournal. I typed it in and sure enough it still works.. go figure eh? I figure that maybe I will try to keep up with it seeing as how I don't get to talk to all of you as much as I would like to. Sweet.

2:52pm: So, my sister has all of this metal shit in her one leg.... well, my sister being the super smart kid that she is, fucked that up. She needs surgery again because she bent the rod in her leg. She was fucking around on a skateboard and her leg went back, the wrong way and bent the rod. Fucking great. If it's not one damn thing it's the fucking other...

8:22pm:

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10:42am: "Dibs.."
Well, Joanna you officially have dibs on Blake. You set the date and he will be there.

Yesterday I had the Labor Day party, last party of the summer. It was a fairly decent time. All of us kids did our annual sleep over at someone's house before school starts. We have been doing it for years. We rotate through houses. This year it was our turn. We started out on the trampoline, but it started to rain so we headed into the basement. It was fun. While at the party yesterday we also all took our Labor Day walk in the trails to see the burning spring. Only.. this time.. it was a little different. I have been in those trails a thousand times and I still am not positive on where I go. Chris always leads so it was never a problem for any of us girls to know which way to go. Well, yesterday Chris wasn't there. Paula, Amanda, Paula's boyfriend, Tessa and I decided we could make it. Well, Paula's boyfriend decided that he would lead because he definately knows where it is. We ended up in the middle of nowhere. We had to cross this like river of mud. Amanda had sandals on and she got stuck. Her feet stuck into the mud and she lost her sandal momentarily. She had to dig into this sinking pile of mud. Then after that we had to climb this monster of a ravine that was like a 90 degree angle. Well, to make a story short we ended up nowhere near the burning springs. Nope, we ended up in a field .... in Chestnut Ridge Park. Yea, a little far away from my Granmother's house. That is the last time I ever let a male take direction. We left for the trails around 5. We made it home around 8. It was starting to get dark so thank gosh we made it home at 8 and not 9. It was interesting. One more memory to add to the list on that one. So, out of the huge excursion we got this... Amanda is now called Shit-Foot, Never follow a man, Always have water on you and If by chance you end up having to cross a mud river cross on the rocks, not right through it. All in all it was a pretty eventful day. Then again around my family, it usually is. Today my plans are.. not really sure yet. I have to clean up my room because it is beyond mad gross. but yea... anywho.. later

10:35am: NEW CELL PHONE NUMBER!!!!!!
Here's the new cell phone number....361-7179... old one was stolen, use that.

8:27pm: Jewish sounds about right....

Kyle


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2:51pm: Sweet...

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1:44pm: Yeah.... seem's about right....

I am an overly happy A.D.D kitten


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10:20pm:

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3:13pm: " I had forgotten all about this.."
Sooo.. today I stayed home and deep cleaned and rearranged my room. It was a swell time. I found a lot of stuff that I packed away last time I cleaned. Cleaning my room was an all day event, so although I skipped school, I didn't get a nice nap in. IT's alright though. It's still one less day. Im happy with it. I am off to do some homework though. I have a ton of final projects to be doing, so... I should start. Later..

1:57am: damn stiiiiiiraight...

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8:23pm:
You are a complete FUCKTARD!!!!! 100% Pure
Stupidity. People are always laughing at you
and you don't even know why. Then you start to
cry..You're a complete idiot, why don't you
just kill yourself!!!!!!!!


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10:06am: Damn straight I am.....


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9:28am: "Pool, uh yeah sure.. Jenna.. Pooooool"...
Yesterday was so damn hella son of a bitchin nice out. I took Blake to the creek and we played around down there for a bit, we caught a crayfish. It's pretty cool. Then I played outside all day, jumping on the trampoline, playing catch with the dog... etc etc. At around 6 or so we all packed in the mini van. We all meaning: Blake, Johanna, Johanna's friend Emilee, Bob Kenyon, Keith and John K. We went to Dairy Queen, but I dropped the boys off at Buffalo News so that they could go do they skating thing. Then we drove around a bit, Blake loves to ride in front, he can put his hands out the window... kinda funny. After that we came home jumped on the trampoline some more and then I took Johanna's friend home. I tried that new showering thing yesterday, it was really different. Then Joanna and Linz picked me up, and we did just about nothing.. .lol.. I had a good time though. We scrounged together some cash and went to Louis where that bitch of a waitress lives and breeds. Then I was dropped off and I came home and watched some good ol' HBO. I fell asleep at like..3 or somewhere around there. I had to wake up at 6:30 to take my mom to work cuz my dad needs the van cuz Johanna needs a transfusion today and the car doesn't run.. sooo... 6:30 it was. I just never want to go back to school... I have decided... I just will refuse to go. I like this whole sitting around doing nothing thing.. it's kinda nice..... Another beautiful day outside, I will talk to you all later....

11:12am: Noah Noah Noah.....I have beef with you....
LeeCloverfield10: Ever wonder if Noah really had 2 of every single creature on this entire planet?
JUSTalitaLOVE: um
JUSTalitaLOVE: well back then, there werent as many animlas as there are now
JUSTalitaLOVE: so its possible.
LeeCloverfield10: Hmm... then where did all of the other animals come from?
LeeCloverfield10: Thin air?
JUSTalitaLOVE: no, inbreeding.
LeeCloverfield10: Like time went on and animals just started to appear
JUSTalitaLOVE: thats how all the different species came along.
LeeCloverfield10: inbreeding eh? So... how do you get a japanese beatle from banging a cow and a chicken together
LeeCloverfield10: it just baffles me
JUSTalitaLOVE: like the horse would fuck the donkey and thats where a mule coems in.
LeeCloverfield10: hmm... I could ponder this for hours
JUSTalitaLOVE: yeah we were talking about this in global the other day
JUSTalitaLOVE: but i mean, it works.
LeeCloverfield10: But what about now.. Like animals cant inbreed now
JUSTalitaLOVE: yes they can...God only created so much, but then, evolution just sorta took over and made all the other random species.
LeeCloverfield10: Like if I wanted a chinchila, I couldnt go and make my dog fish and cat fuck
JUSTalitaLOVE: sure
JUSTalitaLOVE: you wouldnt be able to breed the chinchilla, and itd be pretty damn ungly, but it could work.
LeeCloverfield10: well, If I couldnt breed one, then where did it come from!?!?!
JUSTalitaLOVE: i meant u would be able to.
LeeCloverfield10: oh
LeeCloverfield10: I c
JUSTalitaLOVE: animals are weird.
LeeCloverfield10: Well thank you for explaning this to me, I much appreciate it.... I have been pondering it for days
JUSTalitaLOVE: cute jenna
LeeCloverfield10: I do wht I can

5:17pm: that's right....

Salute Your Shorts! You enjoy camping out with yer
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counselors. Watch out for Zeek the Plumber


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7:25pm: it's gonna be alright.. I promise...
So.. I didn't get to go to PA today cuz of me being violently ill and having a doctors appt. I am still feeling weak and run down... my throat hurts like no other. It feels as though I had my tonsils taken out again.. that pain was awful. I can't keep any food down. I don't know what's wrong with me. Today was really warm out.. so.. Me and Johanna took a nap on the trampoline, and then painted on the porch. I just couldnt sit inside with the weather that nice.. no matter how sick. Johanna's hair is falling out again. She isnt taking it as good as the last time. It's a little harder now for her. I keep reminding her how pretty she is no matter what and how it's just hair. It seems that as long as shes not thinking about it, she's okay. So... even though I was feeling like shit... I knew I had to perk up for her. We went and got some movies from blockbuster and some take out from China King... even though she doesn't like chinese food... and I couldnt really eat it. We came home, and now we are about to start the movie night marathon. I know she will be okay once it's all over and done with. Let's just hope that this will finaly be the exact last time.....

10:27am: mm hmmm....

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